One night I looked around and I saw that I was in the same place I was ten years before, doing the same thing. I was always happy.. or at least not sad (and maybe I just thought I wasn’t sad. I was comfortable). Still, everything around me had gotten older and was slowly decaying. It struck me that as happy as I was, everything was doomed to fall apart and I would be unable to save myself, let alone anyone else. That’s when I prayed desperately. I don’t want to reveal the details of the prayer, But after blaming the Lord all night, I realized that in spite of all the pain, and anguish, and rage, there was never once a moment where I questioned the existence of a power greater than myself. I asked for one last chance at bliss, then promised my life if that chance were given to me. (at this point, I had very literally set two paths ahead of myself.) Several months later, I was walking home from my job, which I loved but couldn’t support myself with, and I realized that I still hadn’t made any progress in life. I looked up and asked “why?”. Then it occurred to me that I had gotten the chance I had asked for, but I ignored possible bliss in favor of my addiction to playing games (literally all day every day for ten years). Anyway, I sat down and seriously thought about my promise to dedicate my life to the Lord. I wondered what a lowly being like myself could ever possibly hope to contribute to the infinite power that runs this universe. Surely there isn’t much. Whatever could an infinite being want from me? There was nothing I could think of. Then another opportunity opened itself up to me, of the same nature I had prayed for earlier. Then I felt understanding like I never had before. I realized that I was never meant to choose one path or the other. I was supposed to strive for both a complete dedication to earthly hopes AND a complete dedication to spiritual hopes.

Every step we take along one path can equip us better to follow the other. If we lose track on one path or get to a point where we simply can’t go along that path at the moment, then it’s good for us to have something else to focus on. We never get very far along either path if we don’t decide to move, but by moving along either path we can better prepare ourselves for both. Should we be happy if we are physically perfect but spiritually decayed?, or would it be better to be spiritually perfect and physically corrupt? The pisces should answer “no” to a question such as that, because in our heart we realize that it is wrong to sacrifice either Physicality or Spirituality. When you see two paths set out before you, the answer is as likely to be “both” or “neither” as it is to be “one” or “the other”.

I descend from Pure Energy
To set all realms of matter free
If evil will dominate
Then goodness I must create
Fly with me
Worlds we’ll see
You should never have any regrets
Because on me, you should place your bets
Across universes I soar
I have returned to you once more

I think the reason why Pisces have always remained so undefinable is because a lot of Pisces see differences in all the people around them. So obviously there’s differences in other Pisces, I know I don’t like to generalize. Why would we generalize all of the great qualities we see in us and others, knowing that we’d leave some out?

I don’t like being defined, and I dislike being ill-defined even worse, I wouldn’t want to do it to someone else. Being defined tends to give us pictures of our potential, ability, and limitations. But as I know, there is no limit to what one can do, and what can be. So maybe it’s a dislike of limitations and boundaries that make it near impossible for a Pisces to define a group of Pisces. After all, water can get anywhere.

Have a wonderful life, lots of love and luck
-Aspiringtobesomeone